I woke up this morning SPICY.

Most of my friends love my spicy version because 1) it doesn't come out very often and 2) she's got some great little perspectives on life.

There's a lot of me that doesn't like it when I'm spicy. It's not my usual go-to and I don't like it when people are mean or cranky to me. It just seems so all unnecessary. 

But really, this spicy side of me that extroverted waaaay too long yesterday and hasn't been sleeping well lately because my dreams have been WILD. 

There's also some things happening with men and money that are activating my spiciness.

Before, it would have been a trigger and I would've been making what's happening about my own personal value and worthiness and put me into a bit of a spiral which would in the end having me push people/things/money away in a way of safety.

But today, feeling into it and talking with a friend, its because my spiciness is reminding me that we don't do that any more.  That we now have this old and annoying habit that before would've have changed our day that NOW just recalibrates me to remember my worth and aligned path. 

My spiciness is my filter of intolerance for my own bullshit removed lol

It's legit great.

When I'm like this, my intuition needs me to spend some time with my heart.  My favourite movie, some chips, something easy for dinner. Only getting the most important things done on the to do list (the most important thing for me REALLY is doing laundry so I can have my favourite sweatpants/hoodie combo to eat my chips and watch my show in). And lots, and lots of acceptance so we can let go. 

Long story short, in a very underlying way, what are you trying to fix? What is your body trying to hell you? What's the thing that is being showed to you externally that's really something about yourself?

With acceptance and forgiveness,

m